{"id":73,"date":"2024-10-15T11:08:03","date_gmt":"2024-10-15T09:08:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/surmonbosquet.celinecampillo.fr\/?p=73"},"modified":"2024-10-15T11:08:03","modified_gmt":"2024-10-15T09:08:03","slug":"rhapsode","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/surmonbosquet.celinecampillo.fr\/index.php\/2024\/10\/15\/rhapsode\/","title":{"rendered":"Rhapsode"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"900\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/surmonbosquet.celinecampillo.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/MG_0114-copie.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-74\" srcset=\"https:\/\/surmonbosquet.celinecampillo.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/MG_0114-copie.jpg 900w, https:\/\/surmonbosquet.celinecampillo.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/MG_0114-copie-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/surmonbosquet.celinecampillo.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/MG_0114-copie-768x512.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 900px) 100vw, 900px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Je suis si subjugu\u00e9e qu\u2019une musique puisse \u00eatre \u00e0 ce point ent\u00eatante quand elle a du mal \u00e0 s\u2019extirper de mes pens\u00e9es. Elle se colle, me pose l\u00e0, face \u00e0 mes \u00e9motions, des instants fugaces d\u2019appr\u00e9hension d\u2019une certaine forme de beaut\u00e9. Il y a longtemps d\u00e9j\u00e0 que je sais \u00e0 quelle musique mes vouer. Me confronter. M\u2019infliger une sorte de r\u00e9alit\u00e9 afin de m\u2019expulser ailleurs, sur le terre ferme. Sauf que je n\u2019\u00e9tais pas l\u00e0, gardant tout pour moi. J\u2019ai toujours trouv\u00e9 n\u2019importe quel recoin pour m\u2019y cacher, pourvu qu\u2019on ne me voit pas. Depuis, j\u2019ai affin\u00e9 cette ombre grandissante, \u00e0 toutes ces heures pass\u00e9es \u00e0 croire \u00e0 mon propre d\u00e9sastre. Une ombre fuyante, \u00e9ject\u00e9e hors du cadre.<br>Je ne veux toujours pas d\u00e9ranger ce monde qui va si vite, ce qui laisse cours \u00e0 mes \u00e9chappatoires. Oublier de l\u00e2cher prise, apprendre ou donner l\u2019illusion de partir vivre dans mes pens\u00e9es. Que faire quand j\u2019en perds les mots\u00a0? Quand ils s\u2019entrechoquent au seuil de ma chair en nombre par milliers\u00a0? Je me sens si d\u00e9munie. H\u00e9las, je n\u2019ai pas peur du temps qui passe, je reste \u00e0 l\u2019\u00e9cart de cette pi\u00e8ce de th\u00e9\u00e2tre, une mascarade. Et j\u2019\u00e9cris. Ainsi, glisse doucement cette doucereuse amertume, dans la corbeille \u00e0 papier. Car je sais rena\u00eetre malgr\u00e9 les temp\u00eates.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Je suis si subjugu\u00e9e qu\u2019une musique puisse \u00eatre \u00e0 ce point ent\u00eatante quand elle a du mal \u00e0 s\u2019extirper de mes pens\u00e9es. Elle se colle, me pose l\u00e0, face \u00e0 mes \u00e9motions, des instants fugaces d\u2019appr\u00e9hension d\u2019une certaine forme de beaut\u00e9. Il y a longtemps d\u00e9j\u00e0 que je sais \u00e0 quelle musique mes vouer. Me&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/surmonbosquet.celinecampillo.fr\/index.php\/2024\/10\/15\/rhapsode\/\">Poursuivre la lecture <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Rhapsode<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":74,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-73","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-1","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/surmonbosquet.celinecampillo.fr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/73","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/surmonbosquet.celinecampillo.fr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/surmonbosquet.celinecampillo.fr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/surmonbosquet.celinecampillo.fr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/surmonbosquet.celinecampillo.fr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=73"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/surmonbosquet.celinecampillo.fr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/73\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":75,"href":"https:\/\/surmonbosquet.celinecampillo.fr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/73\/revisions\/75"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/surmonbosquet.celinecampillo.fr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/74"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/surmonbosquet.celinecampillo.fr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=73"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/surmonbosquet.celinecampillo.fr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=73"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/surmonbosquet.celinecampillo.fr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=73"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}